LOGINAs the Alarm went off I rolled over to hit the snooze button then realized it was 3 AM. I jumped out of bed and headed to the restroom in my hut. After being kicked out of the Pack house I was shunned to this small hut in Pack lands.
The hut was my home even though everyone basically saw it as me sleeping in a cardboard box. It had a open room and a tiny restroom with a shower. It was built for me because no one wanted me around or to use the pack house facilities. I am the disgrace of the South Texas Pack.
I have my duties to hold my place in this pack, I cook all the meals for the 300 pack members. I have to stay out of everybody's way considering that is my only way I can stay and have a home if it was even considered that.
When I was five the pack found me curled in a ball in the corner of my families old house. My parents layed on the floor in their own blood. The Alpha was outraged that his Beta was dead. Even though I was a child the pack has blamed me not once trying to find out the truth behind my parents death. All I remember from that night was waking up to a loud sound, running down the stairs to find my parents already gone.
That night still haunts me. Being seventeen and having to raise myself has not been easy. With being punished every chance the pack got I was already ready to give up. There was always a little voice in the back of my mind pushing me not to, and for some reason I have listened to it for the past twelve years. After I have showered and got dressed I walked to the Pack house. As I was walking to the kitchen I stopped by a mirror and saw how I have let myself go. My strawberry blonde hair was not as healthy as it should be, my hazel eyes were dull with despair, and my cheekbones showed way more than they should have."Lilith"
I turned to see one of the pack warriors coming down the stairs getting ready for shift change guarding the land. I recognized him right away, "I'm sorry, Adam, I will go cook breakfast now". I didn't realize I was standing in front of the mirror for so long. As I walked past him I didn't dare look up as I knew by the way he said my name how he would look, disgusted.
Lilith I couldn't take much more of this and I think he knows. It's been a week since I have been tied to this bed and I needed someone to help me before I gave up all the hope I had left. A few nights ago the Moon Goddess came to me after I had passed out and showed me how I could use my magic to reach through the bonds I had with Ryker and Ruby. I knew they couldn't hear me when I was to weak but last night I was able to reach Ryker with all the strength I had left before Darius showed up. I am bloodied, bruised and beaten as I lay here and wait for Darius to come back with another magic pregnancy test. I felt disgusted with myself at the fact I couldn't protect myself from him. This past week I have laid here and zoned out will he took advantage of me. I had held Ryker's smiling face in my mind as tears would roll down my face through everything Darius did to me. Darius has preformed three pregnancy tests so
Lilith I couldn't take much more of this and I think he knows. It's been a week since I have been tied to this bed and I needed someone to help me before I gave up all the hope I had left. A few nights ago the Moon Goddess came to me after I had passed out and showed me how I could use my magic to reach through the bonds I had with Ryker and Ruby. I knew they couldn't hear me when I was to weak but last night I was able to reach Ryker with all the strength I had left before Darius showed up. I am bloodied, bruised and beaten as I lay here and wait for Darius to come back with another magic pregnancy test. I felt disgusted with myself at the fact I couldn't protect myself from him. This past week I have laid here and zoned out will he took advantage of me. I had held Ryker's smiling face in my mind as tears would roll down my face through everything Darius did to me. Darius has preformed three pregnancy tests so
Lilith I couldn't take much more of this and I think he knows. It's been a week since I have been tied to this bed and I needed someone to help me before I gave up all the hope I had left. A few nights ago the Moon Goddess came to me after I had passed out and showed me how I could use my magic to reach through the bonds I had with Ryker and Ruby. I knew they couldn't hear me when I was to weak but last night I was able to reach Ryker with all the strength I had left before Darius showed up. I am bloodied, bruised and beaten as I lay here and wait for Darius to come back with another magic pregnancy test. I felt disgusted with myself at the fact I couldn't protect myself from him. This past week I have laid here and zoned out will he took advantage of me. I had held Ryker's smiling face in my mind as tears would roll down my face through everything Darius did to me. Darius has preformed three pregnancy tests so
Lilith I couldn't take much more of this and I think he knows. It's been a week since I have been tied to this bed and I needed someone to help me before I gave up all the hope I had left. A few nights ago the Moon Goddess came to me after I had passed out and showed me how I could use my magic to reach through the bonds I had with Ryker and Ruby. I knew they couldn't hear me when I was to weak but last night I was able to reach Ryker with all the strength I had left before Darius showed up. I am bloodied, bruised and beaten as I lay here and wait for Darius to come back with another magic pregnancy test. I felt disgusted with myself at the fact I couldn't protect myself from him. This past week I have laid here and zoned out will he took advantage of me. I had held Ryker's smiling face in my mind as tears would roll down my face through everything Darius did to me. Darius has preformed three pregnancy tests so
Lilith I couldn't take much more of this and I think he knows. It's been a week since I have been tied to this bed and I needed someone to help me before I gave up all the hope I had left. A few nights ago the Moon Goddess came to me after I had passed out and showed me how I could use my magic to reach through the bonds I had with Ryker and Ruby. I knew they couldn't hear me when I was to weak but last night I was able to reach Ryker with all the strength I had left before Darius showed up. I am bloodied, bruised and beaten as I lay here and wait for Darius to come back with another magic pregnancy test. I felt disgusted with myself at the fact I couldn't protect myself from him. This past week I have laid here and zoned out will he took advantage of me. I had held Ryker's smiling face in my mind as tears would roll down my face through everything Darius did to me. Darius has preformed three pregnancy tests so
Lilith I couldn't take much more of this and I think he knows. It's been a week since I have been tied to this bed and I needed someone to help me before I gave up all the hope I had left. A few nights ago the Moon Goddess came to me after I had passed out and showed me how I could use my magic to reach through the bonds I had with Ryker and Ruby. I knew they couldn't hear me when I was to weak but last night I was able to reach Ryker with all the strength I had left before Darius showed up.