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chapter 6
As I lay awake from thinking about my options and trying to decide what I should do, there was a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach. I couldn't decide and it was already 2 AM with no sleep I forced myself to sit up and really think about my future. Where would I go if I left, and would I even be able to survive long. If I was to stay I would either be beat or starved to death. What if I was to find my soulmate here tomorrow and I left before I knew who it was. Would he even want me?
After I showered and started walking out of my hut I fell to my knees from a sharp pain in my stomach. Thinking it's from not eating anything but a peice of bread yesterday I got up and glanced back at the small room I've lived in for twelve years making my decision.
The weird sensation never left even after the pain I felt as I arrived at the pack house. I opened the doors to the kitchen and started pulling out all the ingredients I needed to start cooking. I was going to make the pack the best breakfast they ever had because even though I don't get to celebrate my birthday they will. As I prepared everything possible there was a bang on the kitchen door followed by someone coming in.
I turned around to find Silas staring at me with anger his crystal blue eyes seemed to have fire in them and his slightly curled black hair was messy. I lowered my gaze to the floor instantly.
"Why is it you!?" he yelled.
"What do you mean I always prepare the breakfast" I mumbled not looking up from the floor.
"You don't feel anything, how could you not I'm standing so close to you but I felt it when you walked into the house" he said calmer but still angry."All I feel if hunger pains", but as I said it I did feel a pull towards him I didn't want.
What he said next I expected but I was not prepared. "I, Silas Morgan, future alpha of the South Texas Pack reject Lilith Conner as my mate!" he announced it with such anger as he turned and left I felt every ounce as the mate bond broke. At that moment I was in such pain I thanked the goddess herself for letting me finish the food before this happened.
I ran as far as I could and when I reached where I felt was safe I fell to my knees and my whole body shook from the tears and pain that I was experiencing. I didn't want the mate bond to be with him and I also knew if it was someone from this pack they would reject me immediately. It hurt like hell but I managed to stop the tears and gather myself to look slightly normal as I made my way to the Pack house to let them know my decision.
I walked in and made my way to the dining hall everyone stopped what they where doing as soon as I stepped in. Walking rather quickly to stand in front of the Alph and his families table I said, " I, Lilith Conner, leave the South Texas Pack in body and mind!" There was shock all around the dining room as what I said sunk in, and I felt the pack bond break. What felt like a long while the Alpha finally spoke, "Lilith Conner, you are officially released from all pack responsibility and bond. You are to leave pack lands immediately!"
I finally had the nerve to look at everyone as I walked out and realized the shock was still there mixed with disgust. Never have felt love from them after my parents died and I didn't think I ever would, and I didn't want them to have the pleasure of my death so that is why I made the decision I did. And honestly I felt a little relieved as I walked out with my head held high.
I've never imagined myself packing my life away and heading into the unknown but here I am. As I look around one last time I remind myself that everything happens for a reason. Shutting the door to the hut and throwing my bag over my shoulder I begin to walk off pack lands and into the city. As I got to a bench I sat down and counted the little bit of money I have. It turns out I had just enough to find somewhere to stay for a little while.
The money I have is what is left from my parents after the pack took the rest to support me as they said. The didn't know I still had this little bit I hid it well in the floor of the hut. Walking to a Motel 6 I got a room and decided to take a long hot shower.
Laying on the motel bed I started thinking about getting a job and staying under the radar so no other pack can find me. It is a law not to be a rogue wolf in a packs territory they will have the right to decide your punishment, and most decide to kill you instead of torture.
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