Masuk"I need someone to hug me and tell me I am not worthless as I think I am".
Chapter 2 Worthless
I was brought out of my self-pity world by the endless banging on the bathroom door.
Hmm..... let me guess who was it, of course... It's my husband. He is not just knocking but started yelling as I knew it would be about forgetting to wake him up.
"You worthless woman! You can't actually do one thing correctly. I don't have much time left for the office. Get out of the bathroom! I am getting late because of you. Can't you do one thing right?. I missed my morning jog" He began again.
"Hey woman! Get out of the bathroom now!" he shouts over and over from the other side of the door.
I shuddered my head as I gradually get out of the bathtub and wear a bath rope and take a towel to dry myself getting out of the bathroom. As I leave the bathroom to see my husband standing next to the door with a furious look on his face.
He wants to say something, shout on me but he just pushes me out of his way and enters the bathroom. I go the walk-inn wardrobe as a habit after him entering the bathroom to take out his clothes but my hands stop in the middle before going to his side of the wardrobe.
I left his side and goes to mine and take out a light pinkish-red shirt, regular pale blue colour trousers with black colour matching pantie and bra.
For the first time after 12 years, in my 14 years of marriage, I make chai (Indian tea, added with milk) for myself, not some modern green tea or some fantasy coffee, just for myself, as I like it, I take it and sat on the kitchen table, without caring what people might say.
The clock hanging on the kitchen wall shows 7:40. It's about time Aryan will leave for office. I haven't made any breakfast but I don't want him to go with having anything so I take out a bowl, pack of milk, put some packed fresh fruit in the bowl and a box of fruity cereals and kept it on a side on the kitchen table. Before his footsteps, I hear his typical cursing probably for me.
"Woman where is the breakfast! I am getting late! Not everyone is as free as you, just staying at home and being lazing. Damn it!" he shouted again.
I quietly without even looking up towards him, just keeping my head down towards my cup of tea slide the box of cereal in front of him.
I don't know why but he got quite. He was not shouting, cursing or taunting me usually, just breathing heavily. He soon grabs the bowl I kept for him and filled with cereal and milk. As he turns around I hear more pairs footsteps coming downstairs to the kitchen.
"Mom! We are late. You didn't wake us up! mom" my eldest son me just like his father, yelling. Behind him, his brother Arpan to enter the kitchen. "There's nothing to eat. Mom!" my youngest child and only daughter whines. I motion my hand to the cereal box without looking at them.
"What? Mom!!! I am not eating cereal. I want my pancakes like right now." Anaya whines stamping her feet on the floor I look at my already cold chai as I get up and went to sink.
Quietly, I start to wash the cup. Soon a bowl is put on the side of the side, the bowl in which my husband eat his cereal.
"I bare with you today cause I am already late because of you. Don't you dare to continue this again!", with that he took a sharp turned to leave for the office
But not before giving a kiss on the Anaya's forehead and hugging to both Arjun and Arpan sideways.
I don't mind if he even wishes me morning or bye but he never forgets to wish the kids. The same is way the kids, no morning greetings for me, but they never forget the dad. I sigh as I stare at his bowl before washing it.
I turn around to see Arpan was eating the jam and bread, Arjun has bread and peanut butter out and Anaya well she was just standing there with her hands folded at her front.
I walk past her towards the kitchen door as she continued to whimper "Mom! Where are you going? I want pancakes! I am not eating anything else. Make them." she said or more likely she orders me... she just spoke like her father.
I remember a quote back in my school days during parent-teacher meeting the mothers of my friends saying this 'Father like daughter' I took a deep breathe... some people are just born lucky.
"Asked your father to find a new server, cause this one is resigning," I pointed myself and said it very calmly, as I get to the stairs.
"Mom wait! MOM!" Anaya called out me again.
"It's getting late. You should leave. And I think you have enough pocket money to buy form a cafeteria so you can definitely buy your pancakes over there." I make my way upstairs without turning back towards our room.
I imagine Aryan as Jon Kortajarena. If you have someone else in your mind feel free to choose.
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