chapter 2

BLAINE

That was the longest ride ever. The car smelled sexual tension. Billions of nerves in my body were hyper-aware of it. It was hard to normally breathe when your heart sped up of anticipation and of being turned on at the same time.

I couldn’t count the curses he threw when the traffic light turned red.

We barely got inside his apartment before he slammed his mouth over mine—kissing me savagely, devouring my mouth, pushing his tongue inside, and stroking with mine. His hands traveled my back, under my shirt, then down, grasped my rear, and moved south, cupped my heat—a spot that turned my world upside down causing me to gasp to his scorching touch through my jeans. My breast ached, my nipples already hardened longing for his hot mouth.

I gasped as he lifted off my shirt above my head. He shrugged off his coat with a soft thud on the floor. I tore open his shirt—buttons flew everywhere with light clatters.

“Oops, sorry,” I teased as I was catching my breath.

“Fuck! That’s hot,” Xandry groaned, blindly unbuttoning my jeans, and I planted kisses on his broad chest, down to his hardened nipple. Licking it, he rewarded me with a hiss and shudder.

“My room, sweetheart. Wrap around me, now,” he ordered, and I willingly obliged with a wicked smile on my face as I could feel his hard length pressed against me.

When we finally got inside his bedroom, we both tossed ourselves to the bed causing the air to knock out of my lungs—not from the impact, but from our body pressed tightly together and his length deliciously pushing against my heat. My back arched against the mattress in response, and finally, let go the moan I was holding on.

I reached impatiently to his head, pulling him closer to me—kissing him hungrily, nibbling, licking, and grinding myself into him. The friction alone was driving me crazy. I could have my orgasm effortless because I was so damn wet and incredibly turned on.

Xandry muttered against my mouth, making me stop, “A little impatient, aren’t we?” His eyes were ablaze with desires.

Staring at him angrily, I taunted, “Nine months, Xandry, and if you have plans to wait for another minute I’ll finger myself.”

I wrapped myself around him, trying to get on top but instead, he grabbed my hands and pinned them above my head.

“Are you sure about staying? Because I might call your daddy and tell him you want a month vacation.” I knew he was just messing with me, but I was a little impatient for another trick. I badly want him like the air I breathe.

“Are we really going to talk about Daddy right now while my mind was totally blank of being a horny doll?”

Xandry released my hands and helped me to be on top. “Show me how horny you are, Blaine.” He smirked wickedly. His voice was so deep and raw, igniting the heat into a wildfire down my belly.

I instantly moved out of bed, standing up and stripped naked in front of him and his king-sized bed.

His eyes traveled my body from head to toe with adoration, he mumbled, “Fucking gorgeous.”

I crawled back into bed to undo his belt, unbutton his jeans and pull it down with his boxers until they were off his feet. I excitedly grabbed his rock hard length from its base, making Xandry to hiss and jerk violently.

A gasp and groan with pleasure escaped his gorgeous lips as I wrapped my mouth around him. He tasted manly, salty, and Xandry— the taste that I missed most. I started by bobbing up and down while I began rocking my wet center against his legs.

“Fuck! Enough, sweetheart. You’re killing me with your mouth and your pussy all at once.”

I sucked him hard, pulling him out of my mouth with a pop.

Xandry cursed, sitting on his bed with his knees bent together. He gripped my arm, pulling me closer to him and uttered a grunt, “Ride me.”

Then I sunk in and rode him—him all inside me. My body shuddered and I purred like a kitten as I savored the feeling of him stretching and filling me completely. Xandry’s mouth was on my breast—tugging my nipple, biting, and sucking it while I was in euphoria. My back arched, angling, and pushing my hips to take all of him.

Unable to stop myself, I rocked harder, faster against him. Xandry’s hands were on my rear, gripping it tightly that could leave handprint—the reminder of what he did.

“God, Blaine!” he grunted, breathing through his nose. I could feel him pulsating inside me. I continued rocking him until every muscle my body clenched, tears formed at the corner of my eyes as they rolled back of satisfaction. Moans, groans, and slaps of our skin filled in the room.

Xandry lifted me up as if he got my cue that I was almost on the edge. He placed me on my back, my legs were on his shoulders as he started pounding on me harder and ruthless. Oh, God! An erupt of pleasure almost blackened my vision. I shook violently, my legs wobbled, and my breathing was uneven when I came with a powerful rush. And Xandry let out a guttural roar of ecstasy, releasing him all inside me.

***

“Are you sure about staying here for another two days?” He gave me a bowl of ice cream.

“Do you want me to?” I lifted my gaze from the bowl, and he was sipping his beer, eyes down on me.

He took a seat beside me on his couch and patted his thigh, inviting me to sit on his lap. “Do you have to ask me, Blaine?”

I moved to sit on his lap. “I just wanna make sure we’re on the same page.” I scooped and shoved the ice cream into my mouth. I moaned the sweetness of the strawberry melting in my tongue. I offered a spoonful to him, but he shook his head.

“Not into that. To answer you, after what we did less than an hour ago, are you still doubting my intentions? I want us, Blaine. Like how we were before.”

I looked at the bowl and toyed the light pink melting ice cream. “I want us too, Xandry. I’m willing to move here since you couldn’t possibly do it.”

He kissed the side of my lips, making me turn to get the right angle. I kissed him back—our kiss was sweet and slow until I found myself grinding into him. Again. I just couldn’t get enough of this hot man anytime soon.

When we pulled away, he looked at me intently as if surveying an answer on my face. A fluttery feeling in my stomach erupted.

Then he asked, “Would you be my girlfriend?”

My heart did a little jump. No, it stalled. Oh, God, what he did to my heart was completely out of control. I’ve waited for it for months and now, finally. “A little too late to ask me, don’t you think?” I mumbled.

“I know, but I want to ask you like a man,” he ended up with soft laughter. “I’m serious, Blaine.”

I chuckled, “You are obviously never asked anyone before, aren’t you?”

He shook his head with amusement on his face. “No.”

“Should I consider myself lucky?” I ran my thumb on his jaw, one of many things I loved on his body. He just looked so sexy with his cleft chin. I bit my bottom lip as I controlled myself not to bit it again.

“Believe me, Blaine, I’m the lucky one. I thought I completely lost you when I found out I was having a kid.”

“You didn’t judge me back then, Xandry, so why should I now? I thought I lost you, too.” I planted a kiss on his soft and swollen lips. “And I’d love to be your girlfriend, baby.” Then I uttered a thank you silently.

He moved his face closer, parting his lips and locked them into mine. He cupped my face, moving his lips with full passion—pouring his feelings into the kiss. A kind of kiss that sent shivers right through me. The things he did with his lips were unbelievably insane. I closed my eyes and let out a soft moan of satisfaction as tears welled up behind my eyelids.

I just love the way he makes me feel.

We both were catching our breath when we pulled our lips apart. “I-I—”

I almost jumped on his lap when the phone vibrated on the coffee table. I sighed when my gaze landed on the screen. My chest tightened as I looked away to the muted TV screen.

The vibration went on and off. My brows met when Xandry didn’t pick it up to answer the call. When I turned my head right, his brows drew together, staring at me intently.

He took a deep breath. “Blaine, you’re worried about Sunshine, aren’t you?” He grabbed and squeezed my hands. “Trust me, Sweetheart. You don’t have to worry about her and I won’t let her get in between us.”

“I’m sorry. I had a terrible history when it comes to a relationship.” My voice cracked as I stared down at our intertwined hands.

He kissed my nose, then smiled sweetly. “I promise, I would never intentionally hurt you. Just be strong for us and we can work these things out together. I am the one who always terrified about this relationship because I have no clue what to do. I don’t know if I am doing the right thing or if I make you happy, or if I give you what you need and want. I just follow my heart and gut, Blaine.” He took a deep breath.

“Before you came into my life, all I did was to give orgasms and a few jokes to make it not too awkward after sex then we went separate ways. I’m telling you this because I want to make an effort for us. It’s how important this relationship for me. You changed me, Blaine. Now, I will make sure no one will come between us. I’ll stop them even if it’s my family.”