chapter 5

Sebastian stumbled into Aurora‘s hostel, confused and angry. How did he end up here? He couldn’t answer the question. 

Just like every other time this had happened.

The last thing he could remember was having an argument with his roommate about Aurora and he had stormed out of his dorm room angry. He knew he got into his car and after that, his memory was blank.

How he got to her hostel is still a mystery, he turned back and saw his car waiting around the corner, he moved closer and realized his key was at the door handle. His phone was still standing on the phone holder Aurora had gotten him. 

Even though his friends teased him about the pink color of the phone holder, he still didn’t mind. His girl got it for him, he wouldn’t even bother if it was colorless. 

His girl! His girl is special to him in every way. Aurora is beautiful and yes, hot as fuck too. She’s the most beautiful woman Sebastian has ever laid his eyes on.  She was a sexy tiny thing and every time she looked at him with those puppy eyes, he was lost. Their sex is always mind blowing. 

Aurora has the key to his heart and he’ll very Much love for her to always have it. But he knew he couldn’t risk it anymore. Aurora was beginning to get suspicious. 

She was beginning to question the mood swings, the different names, the attitude changing like a chameleon every minutes and even his character was different once in a while. 

Sometimes he’ll want the sex to be slow to sweet, other times he’ll prefer rough and every other time, he wanted to be a dominant. Aurora enjoyed it at first until she started noticing the glint in his eyes change every now and then. 

When he questioned it, he covered it up with loads of lies. Why? He couldn’t answer the questions himself. 

He knew he had to let her go. He shouldn’t keep on holding on to her when he had no explanation for everything he was going through. 

Though he needed her like he needed air, he just couldn’t stop himself from pre blaming himself if anything happens to her. 

“What if I lose it once and hurt her without even realizing it?. I won’t be able to forgive myself if .....“

”Sebastian“ He lifted his eyes from the ground and pushed himself off the body of his truck that he had neglected himself. Her voice gave her peace. She was his home but...

”What are you doing here?” Aurora threw herself around his body. Hugging him tightly like a leech. He enjoyed being in her arms and he didn’t know how he would survive without her. 

“I wanted to see you because I missed you” He lied and still smiled at her. Trying to hide his lies behind his smile. He knew his mask would still fall someday and she’ll see through him then. He can’t eveb imagine seeing her hurt that way.

”You are such a big baby, you still saw me this afternoon, silly” She lifted herself on her toes and kissed him softly on the lips. He broke the kiss for a while “I love you Aurora, no matter what, I love you. Even when I’m not me, I still love you always” He smiles at her.

Aurora was confused at his statement for a while but she let go and made a mental note to ask him about it in the morning. 

“Always and Always Sebastian“

”Always my Little Dove” 

He kisses her slow at first but later deepened the kiss as his body aches for her. He thought about how he shouldn’t be doing this if he had the plan of leaving her. But he wanted her so badly and she wanted him just as much.

Without realizing it, the two of them were already inside her Dorm room, clothes peeled off and Aurora was already on her bed. Sebastian kissed her forehead, went down to her lips and his right hand was caressing her breast. Playing with her nipples, his mouth took over from his hands.

Aurora always loved the way he touched her. His hands were created mainly for her body. She almost couldn’t breathe from the pleasure running a course through her body. She was drunk in passion and sex smelled heavily across the room. 

Sebastian moved his lips to her stomach, down to her thighs. He teased her there for a minute before moving to the honey pot located right in between her thighs. Her p*ssy was glistening, wet, waiting for him to have a taste. 

Aurora ached her back once his tongue dashed across her vagina, her fingers were swallowed up by his hair. She was dragging at his hair. He teased her with his tongue before he finally dragged his tongue up her Vagina. She was shaking and couldn’t stop moaning his name loudly. 

His tongue darts into her tight hole and he quickly replaced it with his finger. His tongue was on her clit while his finger was fucking her hard, he added another finger. 

She was moaning loudly as she was close to coming home. 

At that moment, Sebastian was feeling different, he knew something was about to happen. He was about to lose himself again and he was trying hard to control it.

”Not here, please not here” he kept on chanting in his head. 

”Sebastian” Aurora called out as she reached orgasm. That called Sebastian attention back to her, that was his key, his control at that moment.

”Sleep baby” He moved closer to her and pulled the blanket on her. 

“What about you? I need to...” He quickly stopped her from talking any further. “Youre  tired, you need to rest. I’ll be here by morning and you can do anything you want, okay Dove?“ She nodded. 

He went into the bathroom, rolled out some tissue paper and used them to clean her up. He put on one of his briefs and joined her. 

Holding her close to him was perfect and before another minute, Aurora already slept off.

Sebastian couldn’t sleep. He was scared of what will happen the next thing he couldn’t find himself in his head anymore. He knew he could hurt her, he could rape her or worse kill her. He didn’t want any of that to happen. He knew he had to do something About it and even though the only option hurt as hell, he still went on with it.

The next morning, Aurora awoke alone in bed and when she checked his side of the bed, she saw a note. 

“My Dove, I’m sorry I couldn’t do this face to face. Its hard for me to let go, but this is the only alternative that I have. I need to let you go so you can go to that business school you always wanted to go. I don’t want you to stop pursuing your dreams because of me, that is why I’m breaking up with you. 

Don’t try looking for me after you read this Aurora, I’m on my way to a place no one knows. I don’t know if we’ll get to see each other in the nearest future, but if we do, I’ll be really happy to see you chasing your dreams, see you winning and above all happy. 

I love you Aurora. Always and Always. My forever girl” 

//////:::

Next update is Friday :13/07/2020

instagram Handle: M.Asya97