chapter 1

Rugien kneeled down in the middle of my parted legs and took my lips with his again. His tongue thrust inside my mouth and explored my depths, while his hands caressed every part of my supple body. My mind was centered only to him, and everything seemed to fade away. It was only him and me at the moment and nothing else. Not even the dots exist. Yes… space and time were nothing at this very moment… because I was with him… The air became him, whom I took with every breath. His scent was like a balm to my painful experience, to my loss.

My hands also caressed all over his hard muscled body. His skin was smooth and warm. There was nothing that pleased me more right now but to touch and to be touched by him. My hands gently went down his chest and muscled abs, making him groan in anticipation. Then I went bolder and my hand went further down to stroke his hard and thick length as he too stroked my damp and hot folds. We both moaned with pleasure.

“Oh, Xerra…”

I bit my lip as another moan escaped from me. “Ohh… Rugien…”

Every dot that passed by took me higher and higher—wetter and wetter.

Yes, he was the only one who could trigger my desire to a high level as this. No one ever did. No one could, I was sure of it. It wasn’t because he was the only being of the opposite sex that first made me feel this way but because he was the only one who could make me feel this way. He was the only one.

“Rugien… oh… don’t stop…” I begged as his finger circled around my mound and teased my entrance, rubbing it up and down.

“Yes. I won’t, my lovely Xerra,” he whispered and his warm and wet tongue traced my lips like it was a sweetened fruit that he didn’t want to waste. He whispered sweet nothings to me that made my desire go up higher.

My body thrashed against the sheets of his bed. Then, he slowly spread my legs even more wider, and I felt his hard staff rub against my center. I whimpered at that, wanting him so bad inside me as my core throbbed with so much desire. My short nails buried into his flesh, scraping it. He groaned and merely guided his stiff maleness on the apex of my sex, making circles there. The swollen pea was getting more and more sensitive and wetter that my body shook.

I begged him to stick his hot rod in but he was taking his damn time! It was like I was going crazy with anticipation and want.

He whispered encouragement into my ear and kissed the lobe. I turned my face to kiss his mouth and sucked his tongue. He groaned sexily and I felt his hard length slowly penetrating inside me. I moaned as he tore me apart once again. Yes, after body healed when he took my maidenhead, I was back to being an untouched half-Arcturian. It would be like this time and time again as I was different from the Aryans. But I didn’t mind the searing pain that tore my body apart. It was the pleasure that he gave me that made me moan and louder and louder as dots crawled by. My moans were nonstop, especially that he began to thrust in and pull out of my body again and again. It was extremely delightful! I could do this with him everytime and not get bored at all!

My legs wrapped around his waist as I pushed hard to meet his every thrust. It was so good to feel his shaft filling my core and creating friction inside my feminine walls.

“More… please…!” I begged, looking into his eyes. My mouth was slightly open as moans erupted from my throat.

“Oh, Xerra! You don’t have to beg me. I want it so bad, too!” He thrust harder and deeper. It was so addictive to feel him like this!

My hands caressed his smooth back as he continued to pound my feminity harder. I tackled him suddenly on his back and I rode him hard and fast. He smiled at me and caressed my face and then my perky breasts. His thumb and forefinger slightly pinched my nipples one by one, while his other thumb caressed my swollen nub.

I cursed with pleasure. It was so damn good! I bit my lower lip as my hazy looked at his handsome face that was also filled with burning desire. Both of us were perspiring from the exertion.

Funny. I was not perspiring like this when I ran around the forest.

“Rugien…” I called out his name like a moan. I felt myself go wetter and wetter than before—all my senses getting wild. My hands were on his muscled and smooth chest. “Ohh…” I threw my head back.

“Hold it, my lovely Xerra. Don’t release yet,” he whispered, gently coaxing me. His hands were on my hips as I rode him hard and fast, guiding my every move.

I nodded and moaned. And suddenly, our position changed. I was laid on my back again against the sheets and he was on top of me. He raised my hips higher and plunged deeper. I grabbed the sheet tighter and closed my eyes, feeling the wonderful thrusts he gave me.

I screamed louder as I felt his thick and hard staff caressed my sensitive spot over and over again. It was driving me crazy! I thought I couldn’t take it anymore but I held on. My fingers were still gripping tightly on the sheets while I couldn’t stop moaning… and so was he.

It took us more dots before I was screaming his name when he and I reached the peak of our desire. Our sexual auras enveloped us warmly when we were soaring high. He collapsed on top of me and kissed my shoulder and neck as he whispered love in my ear. I replied to him and kissed his cheek before he claimed my lips again, gently.

“I was so worried about you today. But I’m happy that the Banatan is over now and you made it alive,” he told me and cuddled me lovingly. My back was pressed against his front, and his face was buried in the crook of neck. I could feel his lips sucking the side of my neck, making me smell as the delicious feeling was sent throughout my system.

I snuggled closer to him then, loving his naked warm body against my back. “Yeah. Me, too,” I answered and turned to kiss his strong chin.

“So, I think you’re going to be busy the next days now that you’re an elite warrior.” He gave me a sad smile as he caressed my cheek gently.

“I still have to meet my sister and…”

“Don’t think about it. The King might do something that both you and I aren’t expecting, which could harm her,” He quickly stopped me and made me turn toward him. He gently rubbed my arm as he looked deep into my blue-green eyes. “Even though he’s my father, I don’t think I can stop him from doing what he wants to do when it comes to taking a new wife. You must have realized that by now, don’t you?” His eyes were like begging me to understand him.

I didn’t speak or answer him. I just looked at him. My thoughts went wild on the ifs and what was going to happen in the near future. Then, I was forced to nod.

Is my goal going to be unreachable then? But I want to keep my sister safe! And yet, how?