chapter 4

“Omg! These are moving machines!” I squealed in excitement. After traveling for three days to look for Cameron I could now see moving machines, no longer trees and grasses and flowers. And inside the vehicles were people like me. Maybe they might've seen Cameron somewhere!

I quickly ran in front of a moving machine closer to me and waved my hand in front of it excitedly. I could finally apologize for my wrong if the person in the machine could find Cameron!

The machine didn't stop like I expected it to but when I moved closer to it, it halted drastically making me feel happy.

The man inside the machine came out and closed the machine door before snapping at me, “Fuck! What the hell is wrong with you? I could've hit you with my car and run away if I weren't so nice. Now what-”

“-I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I didn't mean to” I interupted before the man could say anymore but I was surprised he used the word Fuck to start a conversation. Most couples use it whenever they were having an intercourse like in those novels I read but we clearly weren't having an intercourse.

I turned back to the man who was looking at me in surprise and quickly showed him my drawing, “Have you seen this man? I've been looking everywhere for him, Can you help me find him”

The man chuckled running his hands through his hair, “Bella? You're  kidding me! Cameron finally saw how cheap your ass is and decided to dump you as well! Well, I'm not surprised, Cameron always likes his women smart and pretty but you-”

A smile spread across my face choosing to ignore the man's insult, “-You know Cameron? Please take me to him. I'll do anything!” i said quickly and the man bursted into laughter before taking an intimidating step towards me, “Why don't you give me a blowjob then huh? Slut.”

I shook my head upon hearing his vulgar words. A blowjob.. wasn't that between couples? Why would he expect me to give it to him? Was he a pervert? And why would he call me a slut? I didn't even know him. Maybe he was a bad person.. I sighed walking to another moving machine, I only hoped I would meet a nicer person who could help me find Cameron.

“The fuck Bella! Did you hit your head and lose your memories or something? Do you want to die?!” The bad man from earlier yelled but I ignored him and kept waving in front of a very huge machine that was making weird sounds. It was really loud so I covered my ears and waited for the machine to stop but it never did.

Suddenly i felt a familiar pair of strong arms around my waist pulling me away from the road. I looked at the machine that I attempted to stop- it was going it's way with full speed. W-would I have been crushed if it didn't stop?

I turned to look at the person who saved me and smiled when I saw it was Cameron, the person I had been looking for!

“Cameron! I've been looking for you.. I-I wanted to apologize for-”

“-I was only gone for three days and you already put the baby in danger!” He interupted, his eyes unhumanly red and scary. 

I attempted to move away from his grip but he never let me go. Instead he kept staring at me angrily as though I had committed a huge sin. I felt guilty. I forced him to have an intercourse with me, the only way to prove that I wasn't a bad person was to keep the baby at least, but I put it in danger. I-i was such a terrible person.

“Cameron” I averted my gaze from his scary eyes and stared down at my dress, the only thing dividing the feeling of Cameron's body on mine, “I-I'm sorry for.. everything bad I did to you, I-i wanted to look for you to apologise” suddenly the pathetic tears rolled down my cheeks uncontrollably and I quickly wiped them feeling very stupid for being weak in front of him.

“Beauty..” He trailed off, lifting my chin with a finger. I looked at Cameron's face that were no longer angry even though they were still red. “I'm sorry I yelled at you, let's go home”

He untightened his grip on my waist and started pulling me in the direction where I came but suddenly, he let go of my hand and stood behind me wrapping his hands around my waist. Startled, I unloosened myself from Cameron's grip and turned around to face him only to see blood dripping out of his mouth.

I screamed in fear seeing how much in pain he looked with blood gushing out of his mouth. Suddenly, he pulled out a sharp object from his back and the blood from his mouth increased drastically. I looked at the object in Cameron's bloody hands and saw that it was a knife. Suddenly, the machine with the bad man drove off and I immediately got angry.

He was the one that did it!

Why would he try to hurt Cameron? Cameron was innocent, he didn't do anything to him.

“Cameron come I'll take you to the hospital! You're bleeding too much, please let's go look for a hospital”

He grabbed my hand with his bloody one and led me back into the forest with trees. He backed me up against an orange tree and started breathing heavily. Unconsciously, tears streamed down my cheeks as I touched the blood on Cameron's lips.

“P-please let me take you to the hospital, please you'll die if this goes on” 

“Close your eyes” he said moving my hand from his mouth.

“Cameron-”

“-Trust me” he insisted and I let out a sigh but decided to do as he wished. I closed my eyes and suddenly felt a change in the environment, it was chilly and smelt familiar.

“Open your eyes” He said moving away from me. I opened my eyes only to see that I was right in front of my home. H-how? He lied to me, didn't he say he would go to a hospital? Why are we back here at the house.

My thoughts were interrupted when I saw Cameron fall into the ground in pain but he never once made a sound. This made my heart ache so much. 

I helped him get up from the ground and took him into my house. I let him lay on my bed and hurried to get a bowl of water and a wet cloth. I moved closer to him and started wiping the blood off his face. 

I flinched everytime i mistakenly added pressure on the side of his face. I nervously tried to move him so i could help clean the wound on his back but he moved away from me quickly as though i was a disease.

“I promise i won't add pressure on it, let me at let try to make it better before i take you to the hospital”

He smiled at me and i patted the side of his face, “Now would you move to the side and let me help you?” 

He shook his head negatively and i frowned. “Why not?” 

He snapped his finger in front of me and i suddenly started feeling dizzy. I couldn't even see what was in front of me clearly anymore.

Suddenly it hit me. Did he do something to make me drowsy because he didn't want to go to the hospital?

“Cameron..” I started fighting the dizziness. I couldn't sleep now.. Cameron could die.. he was bleeding.

“..Have to go to the hospital..” Then i fell into a familiar hands and lost consciousness.