chapter 36

That was the first time Mark attempt in asking an apology, the second time was when we were in Moral period, non-Muslims sub-science kids needed to go to full-science kids class. Of course, we needed to pass by Miranda class. The sweet fallen demon was alone in class as she waited for the rest of her classmates to come up to class from their P.E class in the school field.

Mark began with his Bipolar personality, he started shipping me with Miranda. He sang a stupid song loud only for me and Darrien to hear, the rest of our classmates were where God knows where.

"Miranda and Danielle sitting under a tree k-i-s-i-n-g underneath a tree but yet I wish to ask Miranda and apologise, Danielle can you make it happen?."

Then he started another episode of himself, he started his daily lecture on depressing and it screws my unstable brains chemical.

I wanted to see his bravery and decided to make his wish came true, I got up from my seat and pushed Mark to the corridors. He was already standing near the door. The lad landed out in the corridors before he could catch his breath I turn him around and pushed him to Miranda class, lucky timing Miranda stood in her class back door. Mark landed in front of Miranda with his hands on his knees as he tried to get a grip on his breath. Miranda was slightly worried about the lad panting in front of her and shocked about why this lad was standing in front of him. He stood in front of her with his right hand on his knee and left-hand wobbling in the air like a stop sign.

Miranda asks him out of courtesy, "Are you okay?"

Mark with his left hand out like a stop sign managed to utter, "Wait, give me a second to breathe...I want to say...You know what, don't bother me...Danielle, don't be a Genie..."

Mark turned around and headed back class, still in the shock wave. He didn't even realise I was watching the whole scenario with a sly smirk on curl on lips.

Miranda saw me and asks, "When did you start assassinating human in real life? you normally kill them in your mind only."

"Chill, he still alive but it was fun watching him, wait for it and now"

Mark was walking out to the corridor.

"Danielle Dennis Ann you could have killed me..."

I interrupted Mark, "Quit exaggerating, you still breathing, next time don't provoke my imbalanced chemicals in my brains, and I won't play genie."

Mark wanted to say something, but the school bell rang making unable to say what he wanted to say.

I gave Miranda a bye if I was Jedi, pretty sure, Miranda would be thinking are Mark and my brains normal human brains.

I was laughing hysterically remembering the sight of Mark's guts turns into a puddle.

The third was when Mark decided to do an apology like a normal human would do it, He told Darrien and me he was up to it. We agreed to help, thinking that this guy actually has guts. Little that we know, he was going to run for it again.

Miranda waited for me at the library corridor, I was running late. I came to the library a few nanoseconds later. Miranda saw me, she gave a hit in the back, it normal with Miranda, that her way of greeting. Darrien and Mark were talking to each other about something, clearly with the intention of helping Mark to not bail again as they came to the library.

I told Miranda to wait for me for a while, I needed to go talk to Darrien, she waited while looking at her feet while I talked with Darrien.

"Hi Darrien, ready to kill"

"Hi, Danielle, is it possible that you don't use the word kill, the lad going to freak out"

"Mark ready, this time don't run"

"Do I have to say sorry, I mean..."Mark was interrupted 

"Ouch, that hurt"Mark sequel out while holding his cheek that I just slap.

"Dennis is wild" Darrien blurted out.

"Darrien, shut up or I will slap you next. Mark don't you dare run or I will kill you, get it."

"Ya, I do" Mark replied with a spark of fear in his eyes, did my slap hurt that much? apparently, I only use 2.5 kg dumbells to playwork out my hand muscle.

"Good" I replied with a smile on my lips which might have scare Darrien, the guy turn a little pale at the sight of my smile.

Darrien moved by us to go to Miranda

The nanosecond I turned away from Mark and Darrien moved away from Mark.

That moron spoke loud enough for the 3 of us to hear and ran off," Danielle it hurts"

"Did you slap him again?" Miranda asked me

"Ya, he was freakishly melting and now he ran, I don't know, should I find his weakness amusing or should I kill him because he freaking out more than Miranda is and Miranda not even freaking out"I replied Miranda while glaring at Darrien.

Darrien ran after Mark only to find underneath his desk rubbing his left bruised cheek.

Well, I gave Mark 3 opportunity there to ask Miranda sorry but Mark bailed out on his chances.

At times I really felt that Mark is just seeking attention from everyone, he racist, he flirts with every girl and him comfortable with the boy being dominant to him, he at times behaves like he has bipolar and he freaking shooting his emotions at me, he uses racist slurs at me and I told him to to to shut up d did but soon only to speak about anal sex, he talks about sex to me, he even asks me to see   him a pornography website when we only 16 but I was comfortable with it but he does it every day, he freaking loves insulting people he thinks that are vulnerable than him, it got me snap, I wanted to cry because I was feeling screw from the inside, I don't know why, but he wanted to know what my father did to me, I generally told him, I was abused and that all but no he just had to keep digging in my nerves, I broke and I told him and he only reply was," Sorry I should have not asked."

You should not have done it, Mark. You should have just shut up, your mouth is toxic.

I couldn't handle it, being in the same class as Mark.

I dropped my scream, there goes my shot at high school trying to be a step closer to be a gynaecologist. I need to try harder in University now.

My father abused me sexually and mentally, he toyed my heart, shatter my trust on him, he allowed his friends to play with me and if I screamed, he would gag me and continue it. I was only 6, he made me drink my first sip of alcohol and I got wasted on no time, he found it funny, while I didn't understand what happens to me daily. After all, I wanted to be my father princess but he made his sex toy. Gosh, I loathe that bastard to Abyss. I only got to know what he did to me when I was asked in counselling by the counsellor when I was 9 about what my bastard father did to me?

Even at the age of 6, I got a hint of what was happening to me was wrong, but I didn't know what to do? That bastard threatens me, if I told what was happening to my mother, he would kill my months old baby brother. I wanted to perish, Gosh what 6 years old wants to die because they don't understand what happens to them? Life was Abyss for 6 years old me and right now when it being Abyss again.

This time I got a little lucky, my mother noticed my downfall in a brutal way, after all, I not the type that speaks I bottled up myself and got me to drop sub-science and end up in Business stream.