chapter 63

Xavier pulled me by my hair all the way to a dark room. This room isn't that torture room from earlier; this one just has handcuffs on the bed. I'm confused about what we were doing here. I was sure that he would have taken me to that torturing room.

I regret what I said about his parents earlier. I just know that he is mad at me for that. I wish that everything that is happening is a bad dream. He ties me to the bed and walks away. He leaves and comes back with a pocket knife. I get scared and beg him with my eyes for him not to do this.

TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!!!!! MENTION OF RAPE. PLEASE IF YOU DON’T WANT TO READ IT SKIP TO SCENE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He comes closer and I close my eyes waiting for the pain to come to me. I open my eyes when I don't feel anything and just hear fabric ripping. I see that he is cutting my shirt off of me. He cuts my bra off after that and just stares after that. I want to cover myself up but I can't since I'm tied up.

He just stares at me for what feels like minutes. "What are you going to do with me?" Me asking him this seems to snap him out of whatever trance he was in. He looks at me darkly and a shiver runs down my spine. Not the good kind.

"I don't want to hear another word from you." The way he says it lets me know that, that was the end of the discussion. I shut myself up and he moves towards my bottom half. He starts to unbutton my jeans. I closed my legs tight hoping that he would just give up. He pushes my legs open and rips my pants off.

He goes for my panties but I close my legs and try to kick him away. He just grabs my legs and sits on top of them. He grabs his pocket knife and cuts the panties off of me. He gets off of my legs and takes the torn panties with him. I pull myself up using the headboard. I pull my knees up to myself trying to cover myself.

He walks away from me and just stares at me. He starts to strip himself while making eye contact. He looks at me with lust while I look at him with fear. Once he is down to nothing he walks back to me. He looks like a predator about to go for the kill of their prey. Well in this case that is exactly what is happening.

He grabs my ankles and pulls me down to him. I try to get away from him but that is difficult as I don't have my hands. He slaps me and stops the movement of my legs. "Stop moving. I swear if you move again you'll regret it." He scares me so much. I halt all movement and he gets off me again. He lifts my legs up and makes eye contact. I look down and see that he is way bigger than James.

"Please don't do this. I'm sorry for what I said. I won't do it again. Please don't do this. I'm begging you." I feel a stinging feeling on my face.

"Didn't I say I didn't want to hear a word from you? I don't care how sorry you feel I'll make you feel worse." After he says that he enters me roughly. I scream out in pain. He was going so rough on me. He doesn't even try to let me adjust to his abnormal size.

He doesn't and it feels like he has been going on for hours. He finally stops and I let out a breath of relief. That it quickly short lived as he turns me over. He flips me on my stomach and enters into my ass. I scream louder than I have before.

I never had been fucked in my ass before and I wish I didn't. Why does this have to happen to me? I can tell that my ass is bleeding. He is just so rough and I know that he doesn't care about what I'm feeling. Finally he stopped and got off me. He then starts to beat me all over my body. I wish someone would just end my suffering

SCENE OVER!!!!!!!!

I can't take this anymore. His hands go around my neck and I can't even do anything about it. My body hurts too much to move and my hands are tied. When I feel like this is the end he finally stops and lets me go. He starts to heave and gasp for air. His relentless beating doesn't stop though. The pain doesn't go away at all.

Black dots start to cover my vision and I just hope that this is the end. I only feel pain throughout my life. When something comes around that makes me happy it just gets destroyed. I let the darkness take over and close my eyes. Finally I get to be reunited with my baby.

Xavier~

I don't stop my ruthlessness towards Harmony. I'm just so angry at what she said that I can't control myself. I know what I did to her was bad but I can't help it. I get up and walk out leaving her covered in blood. I just can't find myself to care about her right now.

I go to my office and walk to my bottles of liquor and grab some whiskey. I drink a couple of cups and am nowhere near drunk. Fortunately I was able to calm myself down. I walk back to the room that I left Harmony in. I grab her and check her pulse to make sure that I didn't kill her.

Her pulse was very faint but it was there. That little pulse gave me hope. I picked her up and put her in a different room. Luckily I called the doctor before I went to get her so they should be on their way. Speak of the devil and they shall appear.

I heard the doorbell and went to open it. I told the doctors where she was located but not going there myself. I had better things to do than be worried about her. Don't get me wrong I love her but that doesn't mean that I forgave her for what she said. She shouldn't have brought up my parents. Even if I didn't tell her about them.

I can't keep being soft and letting her get away with things. The reason I do what I do is because I want her to fear me. If she is scared of me then she won't disobey me. I really hope that I won't have to punish her again. I hope this will be the last time she disobeys me.

I also don't count what I did to her as rape. I think of it as claiming her as mine without her consent. The doctors come back after a few hours and tell me about her condition. She has two broken ribs, two fractured ribs, bruised wrist, torn anus, swelling to the neck, and internal bleeding to her abdomen. That's not that bad.

I could have done worse and have done worse to other people. She should consider herself lucky. This wouldn't have happened if she didn't try to escape and bring up my parents. I honestly don't really regret much that I did to her.